Wednesday, April 17, 2019

"Kross Town Laundry," A Poetry Post


While I was in between jobs,
some weekends my
husband would take the
Taurus to work and
I would walk the
clothes down to the
Kross Town
Laundromat.

Seemed like after
four years
working 7 to 7 and
sitting through
in-class and
online classes and
two degrees I
shoulda been able to
wash my clothes at home, but

In those moments,
setting off on foot from Clive Avenue,
feeling the briefly cool morning turning into
a quick island warm,
looking down the road a piece,
I could feel my whole world folding and
bubbling over like the
divine edges of the
perfect curried beef patty.

It was the same feet that walked me
down the Morris Avenue block,
down to the Puerto Rican store to
buy my mama powdered donuts and
me and my siblings
long ice pops in the New Jersey summer.

It was the same feet that
ran around the old oak trees
in the back of Nana's house
when the first mobile home was being
modified to add the back rooms.

The same feet that
took awkward steps down
so many school halls in adolescence,
moving here to there,
shuffling in and out of the lives of
so many strangers while
looking for a place to settle.

The same feet that
found themselves on
Oakland Avenue in
Rock Hill when
other college plans had
failed.

All of those paths...
all of those places...
all of those long walks...

Walks that had been done with
no degrees,
no titles,
no particular purposes,
had gone somewhere
significant.

So,
with my feet slapping the pavement
and the heat coming in every minute,
the laundry bag on my back was
just a new rucksack on the
same old concrete,
same old ground.

It was all the same walk,
toward some end I could not see
that just happened to include
a Saturday morning walk to the
Kross Town Laundry.

- TDO Timothy

Sunday, October 14, 2018

"Coffee," A Poetry Post













Some life stories start out
midnight dark,
pitch-black dark,
no porch lights,
no street lights,
piping hot
black coffee dark,
short black mug in a
dark little kitchen,
one chair and a
card table,
folding legs
dark.

Then,
God throws in a
little cream,
a little sugar,
a 50-watt bulb and a
light switch,
solid wood chairs and
a good sturdy table,
a cinnamon roll on a
white saucer...

And suddenly,
misery becomes
having a cup of coffee
on a Sunday
in the way that
grandma used to,
smoke rising from the
mug rim,
index finger tapping on the
edge of the
little white plate,
"mm-mmm" sounds
that mean
"Thank you Lord"
in the middle of
my troubles.

Little hints of tomorrow
make suffering into
a quick sit down
for a drawn out cup
of whatever happens
happens.

-T. D. O. Timothy

"Button," A Poetry Post













Black girls with
big busts and
wide hips need
sweaters made with a
button every
half inch.

Leave a gap
that's an inch wide
and the
breasts
don't
hide--
even with a tank--
they come
outside
and be
saying Hi
to the
passersby.

Leave the button
at the neck alone.
That's a
choke hold.
Make a scoop neck.

Leave the button
at the bottom out.
It'll pop loose
when I swag through.

The goal here
is to wrap up
what I can't warm
in the winter cold and
let go
what I can't hold
when my body moves.

I ain't got no
fancy dreams about
restraints.

No snatch.

I just wanna catch a
cool breeze and
not freeze.

No catch.

-T. D. O. Timothy

Wednesday, July 25, 2018

"All," A Poetry Post for Women

Untitled by Chelìn Sanjuan




















Sister,
you can't have 'em all.

You can't have
John's eyes and
Brian's thighs and
Alton's Saturday night
heaves and sighs and
Allen's father's and
family and nem money and
Lance's street charm
Frankensteined into your
one puzzle pieced
reality.

You can't have
Cameron's college background and
Mike's bulging arms and
Nathaniel's quick wit
mixed in with a bit of your
African man's cultural
rootedness.

You can't have
your cell phone
contacts
organized in order of importance
for
who wins
by degrees of
melanin.

You can't
mix and match
your
rolodex cards
according
to your moods.

You can't call
manufacturing a man
out of
used goods
you doing you.

You can't steal
some other woman's
married Oliver
to
spice up your
downtime.

You can't borrow
some woman's son
name Wookie
to make you feel
important.

You can't
run around town
picking up
bourbon-influenced
lawyer types and
businessmen to
collect your copy
of their Mastercards.

You can't
keep on
rocking that slit
up your thigh and
wearing your lacefront
wigs
like pimp hats
all over the universe,
leaving a comet tail of
broken and used goods
all over the place.

You can't keep on
using your
star shine to
snuff it out
on your whim
to darken
some unsuspecting man's
night
sky.

You can't keep
excusing your
"I am woman,
hear me roar"
whoredness
with
"Men do it.
So can I."

You can't do it,
because honey chile...

Honey chile...
listen...

No matter what.
You can't have 'em all.

You can only KEEP,
KEEP KEEP
one,
whatever his package.

You ain't no scientist and
this ain't no lab.

You can only keep one.

-T. D. O. Timothy

"Slips," A Poor Girl's Prayer

Untitled by Brett Ciacco




















Dear God,

When you
bless me,
please give me
more slips...

A half slip
for my
shorter
dresses that
I
don't have to
pin to my
tank top.

A full slip
so I
don't have to
wear a
tank
top and a
half slip
under my
longer dresses.

A
shaper slip
so I
don't have to
wear a
half shaper and a
tank top
and a
half slip
under my
fitted dresses.

And
some
more
dresses
that
fit.

That's it.

Thank You God.

In Jesus' Name.

Amen.

-T. D. O. Timothy

Thursday, July 19, 2018

"Some Rains," A Poetry Post














Some rains and
rain clouds
bring on
pictures of sadness,
deep dives into
depression and
depravity,
hard to resist
sit by the window
stare far away
bouts
of dark mourning.

Some rains
make
the world look
like it has
died,
been drowned
in a
never-ending
onslaught of
wind-whipped
downpour.

Some rains
make
violent war
with the world
around them,
lifting up buildings
off their foundations,
washing away
the harvest...
all of it,
whisking away the
young and foolish
into whirlpools and
torrential
chaos.

But some rains,
some rains
are like
waterfall showers,
set up for
each lone traveler,
waiting there
all along
for their
weary wanderer
to show up,
stand still and
get wet...
really wet...
this time.

To be clean,
to be fresh,
to be really renewed,
this time.

-T. D. James-Moss

Sunday, May 20, 2018

"Ice Cream," A Poetry Post













Telling God
it's unfair to
take
one of His own
home
is like
telling a father
that he
cannot
take his
good son out
for an
ice cream cone
after
a long hard day
at
school.

The father
would
say:
What
right
do
you
have
to
decide
for
me
what
I
do
with
my
child?

-T. D. James-Moss